you know sometimes it strikes me just how time and life really are....that i will get old, i will die. I touch my throat and i feel the pulse and i wonder what it will be like when that moment catches me where it stops.....soon and quick or years later and slowly....i wonder what it will be like when im old and dying and the one i love is as well. will i be ready then? because it scares me now....not in that SAW or Nightmare On Elm Street sort of way, but in that deep heady realization that makes you feel totally mortal if only for a few moments in time. But what can we do? we are only human....only mortal.

Just a few deep thoughts i had today....

Live your life, show far beyond kindnesses to others, forgive and let dead things lie- even if you dont forget, pack every moment to bursting....really LIVE.

I hope everyone has a good night,
Holo